damn.. i got this guy who i think likes me.. then its like.. at first i thot he ok lor.. quite sweet.. but then its like.. he very the insecure lor.. always ask whether im angry or not.. then its like.. lately.. he always wants to tok on the phone.. then its like.. when i dun pick up the phone or im away from the phone.. he'll say smth like u dun wanna tok to me.. when i toking to another fren.. a close fren of mine.. hus a guy.. he would say.. wah lao y u tok to him dun tok to me one..

its like wad the fuck lor.. im close frens with him.. and i barely know him for 2 months.. and he like dat liao.. wad the fuck lor.. then this morning.. from 0000 to 0100.. i had 19 missed calls.. how pro.. pls applaud.. wah lao.. like he damn despo lor.. then when i eventually pick up the phone.. he would ask me y i nv pick up the phone.. then i wadever i say.. he would say dun wana tok to me issit.. wah lao.. then its like so wad the fuck lor..

then during choir.. he sent me an sms.. this is how it goes..

Every life in this world is painted by god's own hands.That's why I am grateful because as he painted my life he included one lovely colour, and that's you.

like i said.. he can be pretty sweet.. but its like.. he damn sucky lor.. and this the punishment for being nice to him?! wad the hell lor.. damn him.. now i scared to pick up the phone.. coz my hp no caller ID.. then i dunno who call.. so i juz pick up.. if its his voice.. then i juz keep quiet for a while and then hang up..

then its like.. after our jubilate performance.. the last day one.. JL's dad gave me a lift back.. then on the way back.. he called me.. then he was like asking me where i was.. then i was like saying on JL's dad's car.. then he say why i go so fast.. coz he wanted to send me back.. (wad the fuck.. and find where i live?? NO WAY!!).. then he said tt he wanted to tell me tt.. but he forgot(what a looooooser..).. then he said when he wanted to ask.. either he couldnt find me.. or i was with Db they all.. then i say why u scared to tell me in front of them.. he said that he was afraid to let pple know..

wad the fuck man.. such a big fat coward lor.. its not say like he like me right? juz wanna ask me whether he can send me home right? no other motives or intentions right? then y he so scared? y he dun wan other pple to know?

NH and Nic and a lot of other pple all say tt this guy is up to no good lor.. i mean like.. he wants to go out with me alone.. when i suggest group gatering first.. he doesnt want.. wad the fuck lor.. when i wanna know hu his friends are.. he became all wimpy and whiny.. say wad u really wanna know them? sob sob.. really argh? sob sob.. wad the fuck lor.. dun want me to know them then tell me lah.. dun need to act all pathetic.. *shudders*

its like.. juz today including this mornings phone calls.. he called me around 34 times liao.. its so sickening lor.. damn fucking freaky.. manz.. i feel like smacking him hard.. wah lao.. my life doesnt revolve around him.. as though without him i dun have a life.. wah lao.. 34 phone calls.. as though i got nth better to do then to tok to him.. tell him to get a life manz..

damn fucking h***z..