its been really long since i last blogged.. hm.. nth much as really happened.. except the fact tt my class still doesnt stand as one.. or even as half.. or two.. wadever..

its like.. there are so many conflicts going on between us.. when we dun like someone.. we juz ignore or avoid.. we dun set out to solve the prob.. which is kinda different from the past 2 yrs i have been having.. the worst thing in class was only backstabbing ok.. (tts kinda bad..).. and even tt was really really rare.. like only once or twice as far as i remember..

i suppose a lot of pple in my class dun really like me.. as in they dislike me.. fine.. i can live with tt.. but their reason for dislike is tt i suck at studies.. ok.. its 3/1.. so there's really nth much u can say.. but then they go on to talk bad abt me.. juz b coz i slack..

great.. its not as though i suck at everything.. there are many other stuff which i can do better than them.. man.. this sucks..

and im like is the wrong class.. coz when im like so enthu about projects and stuff.. pple from THAT class groan and moan.. stuff like teacher's day.. nobody wants to perform.. when P said that at lease D, M and me were enthu.. i was like going.. so wad if im enthu.. to survive in THAT bloddy class.. u dun have to be enthu.. u have to have good grades.. like JM.. and tt sucks.. its like.. at least pple from 2/3 2003 are not tt bad.. but some pple.. who are from 2/3 2003 and 3/1 2004 actually behaves like the rest of the class.. despite knowing me for 2 yrs.. despite knowing who i really am..

AND THAT IS BLOODY LOW.. U DESERVE TO DIE.. DITHCING MORE OLD CLASSMATES AND THEN JOINING TO SMARTER PPLE'S GANG.. NOT EVEN TRYING TO STAND UP FOR THEM.. BELIVE.. IF U NEED HELP.. I WONT EVEN LIFT A STRAND OF EYELASH..

the more i go to sch.. the more i feel like dropping it.. its like.. i wanna do well in chem.. so.. when i'm being a good girl.. concerntrating on her lessons.. i'll naturally ask questions.. coz im curious.. and the questions ARE related to the topic.. and most of the questions help me UNDERSTAND the topic she's toking abt.. and then after a questions.. tt YEO SM would juz say.. aiyah.. i dun wanna answer you're questions..

and im always trying to be a good girl.. i raise my hand to ask a question.. she nv calls me.. she rather answer more stupid questions thrown to her by pple who shout it out to her.. and she tells me to work harder..

GET A LIFE, YEO SM! I PAY ATTENTION IN YOUR CLASS.. U DUN WANNA ANSWER MY QUESTION.. WHEN KV ASKS U QUESTIONS.. WHICH ARE MORE STUPID THAN MINE.. U TAKE TIME TO THINK AND ANSWER THEM.. WHY?? IF U DUN LIKE.. TELL ME.. I'LL GET OUT OF UR CLASS.. WHERE U WILL FEEL HAPPIER WITHOUT ME.. TEACHING THE REST OF THE BRILLIANT 3/1 U LIKE TO BRAG TO 3/6 ABT.. AND THE WAY U DESCRIBE 3/6.. U PUT THEM IN SUCHA WAY TT THEY HAVE NO FEELING.. THAT U NEED NOT CARE ABOUT THEIR FEELING.. TT THEY HAVE NO PRIDE.. WHEN U TOK TO US.. U TREAT US LIKE PRINCES AND PRINCESSES.. U ARE A FCUKING BIAS FEMALE DOG WHO ONLY LIKES TO SUCK UP.. SUCK UP TO MRS YIP.. SUCK UP TO THE SMARTER PPLE IN 3/1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i seem to be getting myself into a lot of shit these days.. like getting associated to pratically majority of the guys in class.. i mean.. wad the hell?!.. its not like i flirt or anything.. ... damn.. wad the hell.. ok.. maybe sometimes i joke around abt which guy is cute.. but the stuff they say is.. ... damn..

and there are pple who i want to be classmates with.. but these are also pple who (1)look down on me.. (2)depise me coz i tok too much.. (3)hate me coz i slack damn lot and dun act like any decent girl..

ok.. i know im like opening a lot of losers out there who spam my tagboard more things to tok abt.. but wad the heck.. u think i care any more..?.. u can go on yakking more lies abt me.. and my friends.. coz i dun really care..

gimme a few minutes to cool down.. and i'll write a happier entry after this..