hm.. feel like writing some more.. hm.. yeah.. ok.. er.. hm.. hm.. wonering why Hrm deleted his blog.. and y Mdm C was so bothered abt his blog.. its was a cool blog anyway.. haiz..

CH isnt that cute anymore.. L is cuter.. hahaz.. ok.. CH is still CUTER.. hahahz.. L is juz sweet.. *wink*..

a lot of pple dun like CH.. say that he has a major attitude problem.. and tt if it werent for him.. their class would have gotten nil.. NADA demerit points.. wadever.. i like bad boys.. hahaz.. juz jking.. *wink*

hm.. and um.. wad else is there to write?..

hm.. ok.. maybe got the $3000 which mrs yip offered to used to produce one of our chemistry games.. now.. lemme see.. why is mrs yip watsing $3000 on producing silly chemistry board games.. WHEN SHE COULD BE USING IT TO BUY FOOLSCAPE FOR OUR SCH!! OR MAYBE EVEN TO INSTALL LOCKERS IN THE CLASSROOMS!! OR SMONETHING LIDDAT!!.. and the $$ isnt even hers.. its the MOE give the $$.. wadever man..

wad else.. hm.. S, C and me went to spelling bee compeition.. we lost..

hm.. er.. i juz started playing Gunbound last week.. ok.. i know.. i am bloody slow.. ha.. and im still that bloody yellow chick.. manz..

hm.. finshed the "missing" series.. or the "1800-where-r-u" sreies by meg cabot or jenny carroll.. finished all 4 books.. and its so cool.. hahaz.. go check it out.. or can borrow it from me..

SM has been hospitalised since sunday.. wondering how she is.. hope she found my lit notes ppt presentation interesting.. hahaz.. and tt she is feeling better..

lately.. been feeling very distanced from everyone.. ok.. maybe my class.. i mean.. i hang arnd with these pple 90% of the time in sch.. and i realsied that i dun really have a friend in class.. i mean someone is like me.. like a bit slacking sometimes and stuff.. and doesnt look down on me and stuff.. and there's no one.. nil.. empty.. nada.. so i do feel kinda lonely.. ok.. not kinda.. REALLY lonely.. maybe i should change class.. ok... maybe i shouldnt. coz i dun even know whether pple from the other classes would like me much or smth.. oh god.. i am such a loser.. manz..

ok.. maybe also b coz tt SM is not arnd tt i feel kinda lonely.. noone to tok in class.. the most is i tok to C and Z.. and tt kinda sux.. coz C take pratically everything that i say to be meaning tt im am crazy abt him..

i have finally realised why i cant do my chem homeworks.. its b coz i HAVE to understand to do the problem.. if not.. it'll juz hang there.. coz i want to understand every question.. like.. what would happen.. why.. would it react the same way with water? and such like dat.. and it took me 1 hr to do juz 1 and 1/2 page of a chem worksheet.. coz every questions i would stop and think.. then ask J or S.. who would both have different answers and then would discuss which was the right answer.. man.. R was so fed up.. hahaz.. thnx J and S.. for tolerating my bombarding questions..

and i still feel lonely in class.. man.. its like.. i dun even feel good sitting in class u know.. its like.. i dunnno anyone there.. and its a wierd feeling coz i do know them.. u know? ok.. i think im confusing u pple out there really bad.. hm.. its juz tt i dun fit into any grp in class.. coz at the start of the year.. either they were in their cliques from last yr.. or formed new cliques this yr.. by which i didnt bother forming..

i mean.. D and M are my friends.. but they really arent the ones who would listent o my joy and sorrow.. its like.. when the 3 of us go as a grp.. it'll be the 2 of them toking most of the time.. coz they have like a lot of smilarities.. and when i try to say smth.. half the time they ignore me and then like eternity later.. they like go.. wad were u saying?

h says tt ever since i satarted to hang arnd with D and M.. she says tt my self esteem and plunged down.. WAY-down.. and that i have become more girly.. i mean.. i dun like playing soccer and more.. CAN U BELIEVE IT?? omg.. i cant belive it either..

and i think tt i've started to flirt or smth.. like unknowingly.. until later on.. i realsie how disgustingly i had acting.. like i would go all sweet and nice to this particular guy.. man.. i am such an idiot.!!.. now tt i think abt it.. i feel like pucking..

gtg eat dinner.. after dinner then i go and write some more..