damn damn damn..

i still havent completed any costumes.. shit..

today i had a dream while napping..

i was trying to jump down from 2/1 storey.. then its like my mom was on the 3/1 storey.. so i didnt wanna die.. juz wanna scare her.. so i hang from the parapet outside 2/1.. then she said calmly.. dont move.. im coming down to get you.. then she start climbing down from there..

then i freak out... and let go.. then got terrence santhi and mrs yip downstairs to catch me.. and then i was locked up in this air-con container and tied up lor..

then i forgot what happened next lah.. but i think i ran down the slope and then was like hiding in these classrooms.. like what i do when i dun wanna go down for assembly and dodging all those counsillors..

i remember tt i was climbing over the school fences..(which were really really high in my dream.. like the one facing the highway..).. when one of the teachers held on to my foot.. then i hook him off.. and he grabbed it again.. then i think i kicked him in the face and then he fell all the way down and i climbed over to the other side.. and belive me.. all the teachers who i had managed to knock over all got over and ran after me..

and when i ran.. i felt like i was i was..

fLYing..

all the PTN pple and the teachers started chasing after me.. like when J was going to kill himself.. and that faggoT mRs Yip (no insult meant to all the other faggots out there) got to know about it.. and called the police even before starting to find him.. and then called on all the teachers left in the school and the PTN to find him.. and then got this teacher who saw him and chased after him and caught him under a void deck..

then i came to this place where i went cycling with my crush in another dream.. and supposedly its in NTU.. lemme try describe the place to u.. the the road is like a meander.. and in the other dream.. my crush and i were cylcing along one of this road and on our right was a short gentle slope up to a field of green.. aiyah.. dunno how to descride lah.. just know that i went there before in my dreams..

so i was running yeah?.. and the teachers were chasing.. so i ran over these ditches adn ran into this alley and hid there.. while i heard the teachers and PTN run pass it.. its was really freaky.. coz i really didnt want to get caught by those freaky pple..

then i ran out of the alley.. and towards the road.. by then.. the teachers were like quite behind and were still chasing me.. then i went to the bus stop.. and then its like.. i didnt take the buses already there.. coz i realised tt it went to the nearest interchange or smth.. so i think i took this bus which i had nv seen and its said it went to serrangoon.. so.. ok.. cool.. then i took the third bus.. the serrangoon bus.. and boarded it.. and the bus left just before the gang of teachers arrived at the bus..

and i felt a damn great sense of satisfactiOn..

well.. i guess all that training with the atheletics and yamakashi and pretending what i would do if i were running away from home and school and mental training with all those hiding from the councillors and stuff..

really came in hanDy..

and for some reason.. my baby brother was with me.. i forgot how he came to be with me.. so anyway.. the bus was a bendy bus.. just that it has 3 parts instead of 2.. and then i was sittin down in the second compartment.. and sat down.. after while of looking after my bro and out the window.. i noticed a police car behind the bus.. and i was think.. god damn!!..

and i was wearing this bright orange top and jeans.. so i figured tt the teachers porbably called the police.. (like in J's situation) and probably told them tt i was wearing a bright orange tee and blue jeans.. with my hair tied up in a ponytail and wearing pink specs..

so natuarally i freaked out.. again.. i didnt want to hauled back to that prison of a school.. so i dug through my bag.. and took out this old purply patterned blouse and a yellow skirt.. then i wore that blouse over my blakc teeand the skirt over the jeans and then took off my jeans.. and at that very moment on the bus.. i cut my hair short.. and took out my spare specs to wear.. which were round and big and brown..

so when the bus stopped and the police car pulled up against the bus.. i was seriously considering whether or not to fake breast-feedin my bro.. to pretend to be his mom or smoething.. but decided not to.. coz he has 3 teeth above and 4 teethe below.. and that really gotta hurt.. and also because maybe he didnt wanna get breast-feeded and tt would be like a total give-away.. i just acted cool.. and still let my brother roam around my seat..

the police officer came in.. and the bus started to move aain.. i think he was like totally scanning the bus.. thinking that i was probably hiding in some corner.. so when he came to my compartment saw me.. he gave me a small polite smile.. and lifted up his hat like in those old western movies.. i gently nodded and smiled back.. he bent down to tickle my bro.. but my bro juz ran towards me and hugged tightly.. like he always does when he's around strangers..

but even when he had finished looking around.. he didnt get off the bus.. he juz continued to hang around in my compartment and then started to chat with the the passengers in my compartment..

and then..

i woke up..