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*NC16.. lol
*8th May
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*defender for guys
*roller-blading
*skateboarding
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*doodling
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***to get A1 for chinese
***to get A1 for a maths
***to get A1 for english
***to get A1 for maths
***to get A1 for biology
***to get A2 for physics
***to get A2 for geography
***to get A2 for combined humanties
***to get B3 for chemistry
***help out xingnan choir
***take drama as sub at VJC
***study at NTU/ overseas
***get a beetle car
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my past
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
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haikal : far away now
kathleen : my twin sis
jane : my ma
julie : my real sis
samantha
suk mun : partner-in-crime
debbie
colby
juit lian
luo sheng
sarah lah
hui ru
li ru
see kai
yan shan: crazy partner
cheng jie
kuan hui
thomas
shasha
ruiming: gotta read dis
aidil: sax player
joshua
kang sheng: nice shoes
weixue: old classmate
wan xin
hsien lee: fashion designer
fang yi: WET!!
zhao perng
reuben
si meng
yu han
tze chee
stanley
geraldine
ruth
carrie
deyang
farhan
theng loke
ying chen
qiu qun
mel c: cool hair
jeffery
mr toh
guy, interrupted
cathy
ginger
marina/ chloe
tiawanajane: lemons?
madison
kanika
pablo: i like this guy!
adam
blueskeleton: cool site with pics
katt
jaimekate
crap
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Friday, February 25, 2005
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u dont know.. that was me screaming..
BECAUSE OUR JUNIOR DEBATE TEAM WON THEIR THEIR EVER FIRST MATCH IN THEIR SECOND GAME!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shucks.. i feel like crying again..
im soooo proud of them..
*sob*
well.. it was a good debate against maris stella.. there were really actually a exchange of.. you know.. attacks.. yeah.. attacks..
and prasanthi..
PRASANTHI WON BEST SPEAKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU GO !!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.. she was quite good lah.. *grin*
she was like.. saying tt the opponents were making 'irrelevant and stupid examples".. haha.. that was pretty funny.. *grin*
then Sai ( there's a capital letter in this word to show tt its a name.. but the rest of the entry it'll juz be 'sai'.. ) kept jabbing this pen towards the opponents whenever he was like.. interrogating them.. that was funny too.. haha
Jolynn was really good too.. coz she was like really in control of herself.. so cool.. :D:D:D:D:D:D
anyway juz wanted to say tt u peeps were really good.. hahaz.. was so happy to see u all win.. hahaz..
muz work harder for the next one k??? *grin*
WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and THANX JONATHAN for guiding us through
and MS KELLY LIM for tahan-ning our bad debating stuff..
and all those who have helped us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*MUACKX!!!!!!*
if u dont know.. that was me screaming..
BECAUSE OUR JUNIOR DEBATE TEAM WON THEIR THEIR EVER FIRST MATCH IN THEIR SECOND GAME!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shucks.. i feel like crying again..
im soooo proud of them..
*sob*
well.. it was a good debate against maris stella.. there were really actually a exchange of.. you know.. attacks.. yeah.. attacks..
and prasanthi..
PRASANTHI WON BEST SPEAKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU GO !!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.. she was quite good lah.. *grin*
she was like.. saying tt the opponents were making 'irrelevant and stupid examples".. haha.. that was pretty funny.. *grin*
then Sai ( there's a capital letter in this word to show tt its a name.. but the rest of the entry it'll juz be 'sai'.. ) kept jabbing this pen towards the opponents whenever he was like.. interrogating them.. that was funny too.. haha
Jolynn was really good too.. coz she was like really in control of herself.. so cool.. :D:D:D:D:D:D
anyway juz wanted to say tt u peeps were really good.. hahaz.. was so happy to see u all win.. hahaz..
muz work harder for the next one k??? *grin*
WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and THANX JONATHAN for guiding us through
and MS KELLY LIM for tahan-ning our bad debating stuff..
and all those who have helped us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*MUACKX!!!!!!*
Saturday, February 19, 2005
any way.. today we had our flag day.. which was quite retarded.. my class and the class next door were sent to orchard.. oh by the way.. we were assigned to districts.. so.. it was quite stupid..
anyway.. i did do my job ok.. a lil.. (=..
fast forward to when we return.. ok.. hm.. mine was like quarter filled.. and the school said tt it had to be at least half filled.. if not we had to do this again on another day.. so well.. the quarter filled was mostly my money.. well like.. 98%.. ok.. im a bad person.. hm.. wadever..
so went to the marketplace and realised that the pple there actually go up to u to donate.. u dont have to approch pple.. they go to u.. and tt is so cool.. anway.. got a few more coins here..
well.. they rejected pple with tins they think have less than half.. so. hm.. its a D-O-N-A-T-I-O-N thingy.. wad happened to the morals?? y do they have to force pple to force out money?? ...
anyway.. i did do my job ok.. a lil.. (=..
fast forward to when we return.. ok.. hm.. mine was like quarter filled.. and the school said tt it had to be at least half filled.. if not we had to do this again on another day.. so well.. the quarter filled was mostly my money.. well like.. 98%.. ok.. im a bad person.. hm.. wadever..
so went to the marketplace and realised that the pple there actually go up to u to donate.. u dont have to approch pple.. they go to u.. and tt is so cool.. anway.. got a few more coins here..
well.. they rejected pple with tins they think have less than half.. so. hm.. its a D-O-N-A-T-I-O-N thingy.. wad happened to the morals?? y do they have to force pple to force out money?? ...
last night.. i had a dream.. ok.. it quite a sick one.. but hey..
ok.. at this point of time.. i have to admit to one thing b4 i go on.. im jealous of debbie.. hm.. yeah.. this will help with the understanding of the dream..
ok.. it happened at 4/4.. where 4/1 goes for lit or ss class.. so im sitting at the 1st row last 2 seats.. while sre is sitting infront of me.. debbie is like leanging on the table sre is occupying.. so is like.. sre as usual.. is shouting some crap across to kelvin.. and all this while deb is staring intently at sre.. and then sre stops to kelvin and stares at deb.. and then suddenly but slowy.. (huh?!?!).. they start kissing..
and i?.. ran out of the classroom.. crying.. b coz in tt dream.. i knew tt i had lost sre.. i had lost him as a great fren.. lost him to the choir commitee who s me.. deb had taken away the only person i could rely on in 4/1.. and i was then all alone..
and then.. i saw the aftermath of the situation.. they went stead.. and sre would be having his arm arnd deb and he would be pointing at me and say fat.. haha.. fat.. and then he would start spreading all these mean things abt me.. so eventually.. he would gain popularity and i would be outcasted..
god i am paranoid..
so.. i have decided.. all the pple reading this blog entry be my witnesses.. i hereby decide not to be friends with sreyansh any more.. i do not wana suffer any more emotional breakdowns b coz of him.. i don not want to get hurt be coz of him any more.. i do not wanna worry about him any more..
b coz i cant afford to do so.. i really cant..
so.. i'll confrim to all u pple out there this statement when i send an email to my class declaring i wot be friends with him any more..
b coz im giving him another chance..
P.S. i wont share my project with him any more when he hasnt done his.. like tt maths story thingy.. he didnt do his and so i juz say share with me lah.. and.. it got first.. though it was a solo effort.. tts y i was so proud of it.. (=
ok.. at this point of time.. i have to admit to one thing b4 i go on.. im jealous of debbie.. hm.. yeah.. this will help with the understanding of the dream..
ok.. it happened at 4/4.. where 4/1 goes for lit or ss class.. so im sitting at the 1st row last 2 seats.. while sre is sitting infront of me.. debbie is like leanging on the table sre is occupying.. so is like.. sre as usual.. is shouting some crap across to kelvin.. and all this while deb is staring intently at sre.. and then sre stops to kelvin and stares at deb.. and then suddenly but slowy.. (huh?!?!).. they start kissing..
and i?.. ran out of the classroom.. crying.. b coz in tt dream.. i knew tt i had lost sre.. i had lost him as a great fren.. lost him to the choir commitee who s me.. deb had taken away the only person i could rely on in 4/1.. and i was then all alone..
and then.. i saw the aftermath of the situation.. they went stead.. and sre would be having his arm arnd deb and he would be pointing at me and say fat.. haha.. fat.. and then he would start spreading all these mean things abt me.. so eventually.. he would gain popularity and i would be outcasted..
god i am paranoid..
so.. i have decided.. all the pple reading this blog entry be my witnesses.. i hereby decide not to be friends with sreyansh any more.. i do not wana suffer any more emotional breakdowns b coz of him.. i don not want to get hurt be coz of him any more.. i do not wanna worry about him any more..
b coz i cant afford to do so.. i really cant..
so.. i'll confrim to all u pple out there this statement when i send an email to my class declaring i wot be friends with him any more..
b coz im giving him another chance..
P.S. i wont share my project with him any more when he hasnt done his.. like tt maths story thingy.. he didnt do his and so i juz say share with me lah.. and.. it got first.. though it was a solo effort.. tts y i was so proud of it.. (=
i am paranoid and overly possesive..
i suck..
anyway.. i think im having another cold war with sreyansh.. hmph.. i think it started last wednesday.. when the books were on display..
i was looking thru this art book (as usual) then sre was like asking me to faster coz we were going out to eat lunch.. and we were also waiting for dhruv and kel vin.. so basically i was time.. then he whacked me hard on the arm.. coz he usually does tt.. i ginored him.. but he did it again.. harder.. and it was very the pain lor..
so i stopped reading and glared at him.. and usually.. he would laugh ad then say ok ok and stop it.. but this time.. he actually said wad? wad? wanna fight argh?.. and it was his fault lor.. and he did it right in front of the book uncle.. wah lao..
then on thursday.. i was feeling moody.. b coz of a series of things which i do not wish to elaborate.. anyway.. i was feeling quite bad liao.. then sre came along and wanted oe of the metal paper clip which i had straightened out.. when i didnt give it to him.. he offered to pay for him..
after spending 3 yrs with him.. didnt he know tt i wasnt a money person? he actually thot tt i wanted his money.. all b coz of a paper clip.. he oofered 40cents for a paper clip.. wad the hell.. i was so hurt by tt.. he didnt know me.. he didnt..
so naturally i rejected his offer.. then he juz said wahlao and stuff.. then it was like very noisy.. and by straightening out those paper clips i was actually having some quiet time to myself.. trying to sort my thoughts out.. trying to calm myself down and not have a emotioanl breakdown.. and here sre comes and destryoys it.. DESTROYS it..
then i ask him to go away.. and he said not happy argh? i like standing here..
and then.. well.. i started crying..
as in the tears roll down kind of crying.. but it was quite a lot liao lah.. and i was feeling very sad.. and very moody..
no one noticed me crying.. until my partner saw and said kathy crying liao lah.. go away lah..
and do u know wad he said? cry then cry lah.. s always shed crocodile tears..
WAD THE FCUK? SREYANSH DO U KNOW HOW HURTFUL TT COMMENT WAS??? I DONT SHED CROCODILE TEARS.. I AM NOT TT SHALLOW.. DO U KNOW ME WELL ENUFF? no u dont.. u dont at all..
... maybe im over reacting (as always).. but.. u have nv said such things b4.. and it was only recently u've been calling me fat in public.. ok.. i am fat.. but u dun need to annouce it to the whole wide world when we're crossing the world.. its damn embarrassing.. and.. its hurtful too..
and the prob is.. now.. i nv know when u're joking or when u're not..
i nv do..
i suck..
anyway.. i think im having another cold war with sreyansh.. hmph.. i think it started last wednesday.. when the books were on display..
i was looking thru this art book (as usual) then sre was like asking me to faster coz we were going out to eat lunch.. and we were also waiting for dhruv and kel vin.. so basically i was time.. then he whacked me hard on the arm.. coz he usually does tt.. i ginored him.. but he did it again.. harder.. and it was very the pain lor..
so i stopped reading and glared at him.. and usually.. he would laugh ad then say ok ok and stop it.. but this time.. he actually said wad? wad? wanna fight argh?.. and it was his fault lor.. and he did it right in front of the book uncle.. wah lao..
then on thursday.. i was feeling moody.. b coz of a series of things which i do not wish to elaborate.. anyway.. i was feeling quite bad liao.. then sre came along and wanted oe of the metal paper clip which i had straightened out.. when i didnt give it to him.. he offered to pay for him..
after spending 3 yrs with him.. didnt he know tt i wasnt a money person? he actually thot tt i wanted his money.. all b coz of a paper clip.. he oofered 40cents for a paper clip.. wad the hell.. i was so hurt by tt.. he didnt know me.. he didnt..
so naturally i rejected his offer.. then he juz said wahlao and stuff.. then it was like very noisy.. and by straightening out those paper clips i was actually having some quiet time to myself.. trying to sort my thoughts out.. trying to calm myself down and not have a emotioanl breakdown.. and here sre comes and destryoys it.. DESTROYS it..
then i ask him to go away.. and he said not happy argh? i like standing here..
and then.. well.. i started crying..
as in the tears roll down kind of crying.. but it was quite a lot liao lah.. and i was feeling very sad.. and very moody..
no one noticed me crying.. until my partner saw and said kathy crying liao lah.. go away lah..
and do u know wad he said? cry then cry lah.. s always shed crocodile tears..
WAD THE FCUK? SREYANSH DO U KNOW HOW HURTFUL TT COMMENT WAS??? I DONT SHED CROCODILE TEARS.. I AM NOT TT SHALLOW.. DO U KNOW ME WELL ENUFF? no u dont.. u dont at all..
... maybe im over reacting (as always).. but.. u have nv said such things b4.. and it was only recently u've been calling me fat in public.. ok.. i am fat.. but u dun need to annouce it to the whole wide world when we're crossing the world.. its damn embarrassing.. and.. its hurtful too..
and the prob is.. now.. i nv know when u're joking or when u're not..
i nv do..
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
... my dad blocked a lot of stuff on my com.. damn.. then he blocked msn messenger.. and somehow.. i think my blog has some word tt is blocked coz my blog cant be displayed.. so damn it.. if u pple need to contact me.. email me..
anyway.. today im here juz to announce..
I DONT LIKE COLBY ANY MORE!
damn.. i dun wanna get jealous over and over again every time deb is nice to him and vice versa.. damn.. i know he likes deb.. and the other way round.. (maybe).. so damn.. if deb is involved.. i dont stand a chance..
so i'll stop acting like a despo.. dammit..
I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!!! AND HELP ME SPREAD THE WORD!!! THNX!!!
anyway.. today im here juz to announce..
I DONT LIKE COLBY ANY MORE!
damn.. i dun wanna get jealous over and over again every time deb is nice to him and vice versa.. damn.. i know he likes deb.. and the other way round.. (maybe).. so damn.. if deb is involved.. i dont stand a chance..
so i'll stop acting like a despo.. dammit..
I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!!! AND HELP ME SPREAD THE WORD!!! THNX!!!