last night.. i had a dream.. ok.. it quite a sick one.. but hey..

ok.. at this point of time.. i have to admit to one thing b4 i go on.. im jealous of debbie.. hm.. yeah.. this will help with the understanding of the dream..

ok.. it happened at 4/4.. where 4/1 goes for lit or ss class.. so im sitting at the 1st row last 2 seats.. while sre is sitting infront of me.. debbie is like leanging on the table sre is occupying.. so is like.. sre as usual.. is shouting some crap across to kelvin.. and all this while deb is staring intently at sre.. and then sre stops to kelvin and stares at deb.. and then suddenly but slowy.. (huh?!?!).. they start kissing..

and i?.. ran out of the classroom.. crying.. b coz in tt dream.. i knew tt i had lost sre.. i had lost him as a great fren.. lost him to the choir commitee who s me.. deb had taken away the only person i could rely on in 4/1.. and i was then all alone..

and then.. i saw the aftermath of the situation.. they went stead.. and sre would be having his arm arnd deb and he would be pointing at me and say fat.. haha.. fat.. and then he would start spreading all these mean things abt me.. so eventually.. he would gain popularity and i would be outcasted..

god i am paranoid..

so.. i have decided.. all the pple reading this blog entry be my witnesses.. i hereby decide not to be friends with sreyansh any more.. i do not wana suffer any more emotional breakdowns b coz of him.. i don not want to get hurt be coz of him any more.. i do not wanna worry about him any more..

b coz i cant afford to do so.. i really cant..

so.. i'll confrim to all u pple out there this statement when i send an email to my class declaring i wot be friends with him any more..

b coz im giving him another chance..

P.S. i wont share my project with him any more when he hasnt done his.. like tt maths story thingy.. he didnt do his and so i juz say share with me lah.. and.. it got first.. though it was a solo effort.. tts y i was so proud of it.. (=